01 March 2010

how am i supposed to keep hope when everythings gone wrong? am i supposed to sit here and think, oh well maybe next time? how do you keep going when your always stopping. how do you learn to pick yourself up, when all you do is fall down. when somethings so close to gone, how do you feel knowing that soon your going to have to know that its gone and thats the way it is. i know people say you get over these things eventually, but i just cant see myself being over it, like i dont care anymore. am i spose to just think yeah it happens to everyone, cos it feels like only me. and right now i dont care about the rest.