the life i live when i wake up.

well she sits at home listning to old vintage records painting her nails and waiting for the paint to dry. she dresses up fancy and goes out dull. she misses the things she loves and crys when theyre gone. she keeps to herself in her own fairyworld. where everything is perfect. but whenever will she wake up and see the life she has. her bestfriends her teddy and knows all the secrets. her favourite dress is white and she dances in the wind. one day she'll do drugs and it will give her a sense of feeling. until she nearly dies she will wake up. she will fall in love, like proper love that no one else has, not the highschool stuff, but how you look deep into each others eyes cos you know the truth already. her happiness will be the music. she will fall asleep in his arms as he carries her home. it will all turn out right. in the end. but for now. im still in my fairytale.