dont ever look back

you sit at home cross legged in your favourite dress. your hair is straight like the lines on a piece of paper. your thinking of him and him only you dont really know what to think though. will you fall for me? you play your guitar to loose the thought of the unfamiliar question in your head. you dont want to know the answer. if the answer is the unfortuanate side of it. your world has been notihng until now. the way you have fallen for him. you dont even know why this happened to you know. its kinda stuffed you up. but there should be a happy ending. or not. you dont want to know that answer either so you turn up your favourite song and dance. some words in the song catch your mind and your mind is like a hurricane of thoughts. every word and question rushes through your brain. you dont want to feel this feeling anymore. why cant it stop. you want it to leave. unless the answers are yes. but you always focus on the worst. cos you cant get built up on this. what happens if all you do is fall all the time. what will you do. how will you get rid of this feeling inside of you. you cant wash it out. its just a long time to wear it off. you never know if it will surely go away either. thats the worst bit.