24 July 2011

You know the feeling when people say they understand. When they say they know how you feel. You know they're just trying to help, you respect that. But you fucking don't. You don't know anything.
You don't know how it feels to wake up every morning to hatred
You don't know how it feels when you feel like vomiting every time you see yourself.
You don't know how it feels to hear him scream at you he wants to die
You don't know how it feels to know people are betraying the ones you love
You don't know how it feels when she says she's going to leave every time
You don't know how it feels when you don't know half your family
You don't know how it feels to know your never going to be enough for anyone
You don't know how it feels when you remember your childhood as hiding from all the yelling
You don't know how it feels to sit in your room and cry because that's what you were taught
You don't know how it feels to exercise to the point of passing out
You don't know how it feels to know you could've known her but it's too late now
You don't know how it feels to see millions of photo's torn in half
You don't know how it feels to visit him in hospital
You don't know how it feels to act like your okay just so your not another burden on them
You don't know how it feels to be told that your not loved
You don't know how it feels when she said she tried, and wants to give up
You don't know how it feels to grow up with someone like that influencing you
You don't know how I feel. You will never understand how it is for me.
You'll never know, so don't fucking say you do.