I know lots of people these days are all about 'nobodys perfect' and how they don't care about what they do or act like. But to me unfortunately I do care. I can't not. It's like a crazy neverending obsession, but I love it. It's something I can control, something to achieve. It's everything in my life. That's just it, I want to be perfect. Therefore I remind myself constantly that I'm not. I know people would laugh at this, saying it's ridiculous and I'll never be perfect. And I know I won't. But where's the harm in trying? I want to feel it. I will.
